Not a curse..

Not a curse..

If you really knew me then you would know ever since I was a kid I thought love in general was a curse on me. I’m still working to fix that.

3 thoughts on “Not a curse..

  1. Salam..
    This is exactly what I feel, I thought I was the one who post this. I literally double check the date just to make sure..(coz last time I post was end of 2014)..

    By the way, I just want you to know that Allah puts us in different kind of struggles..This is a struggle design for you.. I had a dark secret from childhood that nobody knows.. those experiences had altered my perception on LOVE. My heart learn about love in a twisted way since I can remember.. I am an adult now and still struggle the same thing since I was 8..

    I don’t know what happen to you but somehow I can feel you.. You need to have someone to talk to.. talk about things that overwhelms you.. someone whom you trust and won’t judge.. your best friend or anyone.. or you can simply keep posting here..

    You will be in my prayer..please remember Allah loves us.. ask Him to make things easier.. sometimes we messed up, but keep coming back to Him..

  2. Sallams,

    I hope that the struggles in your life come to an end soon, insha’Allah. Always remember that Allah SWT brought love and faith into the lives of enemies of Islam, so He is always there for you as well, iA. I pray that your troubles lighten and your faith helps you to see that love can be powerful iA, esp when facing difficulty. We’re all here to help in whatever way we can iA.

  3. Salaam, I’m not sure what is going on with you but it sounds like whatever it is is causing you a lot of pain. I’m glad that you’ve reached out to share what you have and I hope that in the future you might allow this community to help you find what you need. May Allah continue to bless you.