Archive For: If You Really Knew Me
If you really knew me you would know that I don’t choose to be a loner. My parents have always stressed on me not to have any friends. I’ve now adjusted to that lifestyle, but I’m not happy with it.
If you really knew me, you’d know that I just feel so stifled in my life and all my responsibilities and just want to run away and be free and independent.
If you really knew me, you would know my husband is addicted to pornography and masturbating. And here I am, feeling unattractive and useless…
If you really knew me you would know that I laugh to hide my pain.
If you really knew me you would know sometimes I think my parents hate me and sometimes I feel like I hate them. Even though I know I love them.
If you really knew me you would know that I get picked on a lot because I’m so small, but its okay because I don’t get picked on by a lot of people.
If you really knew me you would know that I sometimes doubt my religion at bad times.
If you really knew me you would know I have no idea what to do with my future.
If you really knew me then you would know I don’t think I go at least 2 days without crying.
If you really knew me then you would know sometimes I feel like a stranger with my family.
